Astronaut Shares Depression After Deluge of Online Abuse Following Journey

A Vietnamese-American astronaut has spoken candidly about her battle with depression after facing a “tsunami of harassment” in the aftermath of a landmark journey to the edge of space.

Amanda Nguyen – recognized as a researcher and activist – was part of the brief journey to space in April, which also featured well-known figures.

The mission was widely scrutinized by some, who challenged its value and ecological impact.

Reflecting on the experience, Ms. Nguyen, who was celebrated as the pioneer for her community, stated the vicious response overshadowed her achievement under an “avalanche of misogyny”.

“I explained the depression could persist for a long time,” the astronaut shared in a online statement, referring to a phone call from a fellow crew member in the days following the landing.

She described the subsequent media coverage and social media frenzy as an “onslaught no human brain has evolved to endure”.

“For a full week, I was bedridden and couldn't leave my Texas location,” she confessed. “Weeks after, I was forced to terminate a call, my voice choked by tears.”

Eclipsed by Backlash

Ms. Nguyen, who has focused her career on female health science and performed experiments during the flight, said every professional achievement – from her scientific research and extensive preparation to the historic significance of her heritage – was drowned out under the avalanche of misogyny.

She is most acclaimed for her pioneering work fighting for justice for survivors of assault.

Her own goal of reaching space was deferred after being assaulted during her college days, leading to a years-long quest for justice.

The Fog Begins to Lift

Months following reaching space, she noted the “fog of grief has started to lift”, and she acknowledged the followers whose support helped save her. “You were my salvation,” she wrote.

She added that despite the negativity, significant positive outcomes had resulted from the mission, including increased focus on her women's health research and chances to influence leaders.

Flight Details

The fully automated spacecraft launched from Texas in April, carrying the historic roster on a short trip that passed the internationally recognized boundary of outer space.

The group of women also featured experts in multiple disciplines.

The enterprise behind the mission is a commercial aerospace company established by a prominent billionaire entrepreneur.